Reason to love

Here’s another morning, where I can’t decide to sleep or stay awake and I'm tangled up in thoughts, thoughts of how we fell apart...
Even with a warning, I couldn’t have fixed us to save my life, it’s hard when you’re alone to pick up the pieces
I need someone to prove to me that love is more than just a tragic catastrophe that sucks the life out of me and brings me down
I tried to make it work but all you did was make it worse, and all you’ve done is leave me hopeless
Ever since that day you made those feelings go away and I’ve needed someone to show me that there’s a reason to love again....

You just can't

"It's much easier to not know things sometimes. Things change and friends leave. And life doesn't stop for anybody. I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad. Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was, especially me. I think the idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and than make the choice to share it with other people. You can't just sit their and put everybody's lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love. You just can't. You have to do things."

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

But it feels like yesterday I went away

Two years away, got back today, tried calling up this girl I used to know but when I said hello, she didn't know just who the hell I was supposed to be

Eu sabia que escrever aquele texto ia ser a maior idiotice, porque não faz diferença o que eu acho ou deixo de achar. Quando as coisas mudam, elas jamais voltam a ser o que foram um dia. E a única coisa que eu realmente devo fazer, é deixar isso de lado, e olhar para frente, like everyone's doing. Porque viver na esperança de ter aquelas relações de volta, se no fundo, você sabe que elas só tendem a desaparecer um dia? :) You've gotta to face the truth.

And that place is empty like the hole that was left in me, like we were nothing at all... it’s not what you meant to me

E se um dia alguém me perguntar o que acho do fato das pessoas mais próximas de nós acabarem mudando e se tornarem meramente conhecidos, eu direi que faz parte, e que você não pode fazer nada a respeito. Só aproveite o máximo possível as pessoas que estão ao seu lado, enquanto ainda estiverem. Assim, você terá boas lembranças delas, e quando decidirem partir, você não se decepcionará tanto, pois sabia que aquela hora ia chegar um dia.

I’m breaking free from these memories, gotta let it go, just let it go