Who will fix me now?

What doesn't kill you, makes you wish you were dead
Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper and I can't take
One more moment of this silence, the loneliness is haunting me
And the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up

It comes in waves, I close my eyes
Hold my breath and let it bury me
I'm not okay and it's not all right

Save me from myself
Don't let me drown

At least you feel something

I wish I knew what it was like to care enough to carry on
I wish I knew what it was like to find a place where I belong, but
Until I fix what's broken, I am machine
I don't like what I am becoming, wish I could just feel something

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

But I don't wanna live that way